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I actually feel like wanna smash everything up , I didn't choose this life iam in . I moved away to start a new life I have no friends , I had a slipped disc for 9 months just had surgery 3 weeks back.
Am lonely am bored life crap, get a letter off my employer today to inform me they can no longer pay ssp.
So gave me a form to go job centre , never been job centre in my life I don't even know what to do this is giving me bad aniexty.
I managed so far from my ssp and savings I had but money gone now .
I don't know how am cope with all this that's going on . Being stuck in this house popping pills for pain.
Yes I suffered with depression for years and had some very low moments . .
And am on medication , but to be threw what I have last 9 months has taken its toll .
I just wanna scream my head off , when am I gonna get a break . Struggling all the time really is this what this rubbish is all about .
I don't know what am gonna do about job centre what do u do just turn up and say I need to claim.
I can't drive I can't even get to the.place yet , and this surgery better of worked otherwise I will lose it .
I can't live like this ........
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