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Dear ladies, hope you are doing fine, I've been away for some months cost I was feeling better, just replying some comments from time to time to new ladies.
I'm enrolled again in visits to doctors and I need your invaluable help again.
I'm the Spanish woman who had surgery 2 years ago (cystocele and hysterectomy) and 5 months ago (rectocele). Cystocele with mesh and rectocele with stitches. The first time I had surgery I only had my bladder and uterus very low. My gyn solved this quite well, no pain, no incontinence...
Some months after the first op, I developed a rectocele, it was mild but I wanted to get rid of it cos it was getting bigger and finally I decided to have the surgery. My gyn only used stitches to strengthen the vaginal posterior wall. After the op, I knew something was still wrong cos I felt almost the same that before, but my gyn told me that everything was fine.
Since march, my symptoms have been: incomplete defecation, difficulties having BM, constant feeling of ball in the back passage and recently also ball-feeling in the vagina and when I touch the anus, I feel like a donut under the hole, and the anus is too low. So uncomfortable that we have cancelled our holidays to NY (my little kid does not understand why...)
I saw a coloproctologist last month who told me that I only had my anus a bit loose but everything looked well. He told me: "happy you that your sphincter is fine!" Not happy with the diagnostic, I went to another doctor, who said the same, nothing found, and prescribed a defecography which I had yesterday. The nurse said that "something" had been found in the test but they will write it in a report that I will have tomorrow. Quite nervous about the outcome.
Ladies, the thing is that I have had two surgeries and I feel that I am worse than before. I am beginning to be depressed. I take care of myself and am in good shape: I have been doing core and kegel exercises under supervision of a physio.
What do you think? Anyone in the same situation?
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