two weeks in
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Two weeks on flu. Week one was four days of manic anxiety, then a few days when I thought it was working. Into the second week and I have trouble sleeping, cannot concentrate on anything for more than 5 minutes, got shakes in my legs.
Is this normal? When does the good stuff kick in? My depression tells me that everything is pointless and I wonder if this drug is pointless though I know that I should stick with it.
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Meganpooch
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The problems (side effects) you are experiencing are perfectly 'normal'.
I've been on flu since Dec 08 and found the first 6 weeks very up and down. After that and an increase in dose to 40mg, things settled down a bit.
Hang in there - your system will take a while to get used to the meds. Keep taking the tabs and if you have any concerns/worries, send a post. There's always someone out there in cyberland to offer reassurance.
Best wishes
xx
balamin
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Is it usual to start at 20mg and then up the dose later if there's no real change after a certain time?
Thanks.
Meganpooch
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I believe 20mg is the minimum that the docs start anyone on. I asked to increase after 10 weeks as i felt 20mg was no longer working for me. 40mg works for me - most of the time.
Everyone is different and everyones circumstances differ too.
You have to give it time - patience is one thing i didn't have in the early stages (and still don't have! :lol: ) but used to have before all this started.
Best wishes. xx
balamin
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Thanks for this forum - it is helping me.
Had to go out yesterday to give a small presentation then on to what turned out to be a brief, unexpected interview. (I am basically jobless and incomeless at the moment). All went okay but I near collapsed on return home.
This morning back to extreme anxiety and a day on my own. Feel like i want to crawl into a hole and cover my head and escape from it all.
Maybe tomorrow will look brighter .....
all the best and thanks
missi
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I know its pretty awful first month on these tablets. I suffered increased anxiety also, I suffer from panic attacks, I am on wk 9 and I am glad to tell you that my panic attacks are much diminished and have only anxiety left at times, depending on what i am doing. So stick with it, one day at a time and keep positive!
missi x
balamin
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Realise that it helps me a bit posting something every few days so sorry if it becomes a bit dull!
had two days this week when I could hardly move, eat or do anything at all. Daytime TV is dire but it engaged me enough to quieten the stuff in my head.
Today a bit better - managed to cross one or two things off a to do list. But just have this deadness inside which is probably preferable to high anxiety. Everything seems so futile most of the time and I am always so happy to get to the end of the day and get to bed though I know that I will wake up with such a huge feeling of despair.
Thanks ......
doof
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I've had a shaky feeling too but I put that down to not eating properly, my appetite upped and left about 6 weeks ago - never been known before, I'm not too upset about the weight loss it has to be said. The problem is that it's kind of slipped into dizzy spells.
I went back to see my GP this evening, she's lovely and wants to sign me off work for longer (I have been off for nearly 3 months having had yet another back operation), she is also keen to send me for counselling. This is the first sympathetic GP I have come across and I'm hanging onto her. I'm going to go back to work as planned, on shorter days (4 hours) and see how it goes. I think I need to get some routine back into my life and not spend all day staring at the walls thinking about my woes.
I'm going to stick with the tablets, I think they are helping, I certainly don't feel any worse.
Sorry for hijacking your thread but is nice to off-load to those that know.
Hope you all have better days coming your way.
Doof (Sandra)
balamin
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Welcome to the thread! How well I am coming to know the knotty stomach feeling!
Yes, my days have gotten a bit better. Feels now like I am back where I started a while before I started taking flu. Still have a lot of despair, emptiness and so on around but I have had some better days. The mornings are very hard though still. But I also have a gp who seems to be understanding.
I have to have a hip replacement op soon and I worry about being home on my own after while recovering and then, when better, I have to try and find a job. I can think that I ought to just take one day at a time but I always have this anxiety inside around what the future holds and it feels ike the answer is very little.
But one day at a time works. And soon I hope the flu will kick in with something a bit more positive.
Routine is good though, just doing something that needs to be done. Not easy though a lot of the time.
Take care
B.