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This just can not be normal. So low, so hypersensitive to every sound, smell, feeling in my body. I swear what im smelling is coming from me like foul odors/breath. Then theres ppl that are like youre so pretty yet i feel like rotting garbage. I feel so detached, do not want to be around anyone, dont want to talk to anyone yet im screaming for help on the inside at the same time. Vivid dreams/nightmares. The list goes on. Its just a relentless torture to feel this way and be told youre fine or have your family and friends look at you like you have 3 heads and say they just dont get it.
Very dark thoughts this week just want it to end any way possible. I dont know how much longer i can do this.
Medication makes me feel worse- another slap in the face.
I never thought in my lifetime that i would wish to die or at times consider it myself:( Is this really peri or am i just staring at mental illness when i look in the mirror.
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