Want to be happy. Woke up suicidal.

Posted 7 years ago, 7 users are following.

dan66442

How do you feel happy. I want to die. Nothing seems to make me happy.

I wish I would just die, on Welbutrin whicb make me feel more anxious, asked for something tom take the edge off and the physcarist called 911. I walked out before they got there and went and got some Xanax off the black market, that has taken the edge off and made me able to sleep thru the night.

If I had the balls to throw myself in front of a subway I would do it now.

Do not want to be hospitalized, been there before and it does little if anything. I really want to die.

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richard89308 dan66442

Posted 7 years ago

The xanax you got off the black market. How do you know if the contents are effective and work - it could be a fake product.
- dan66442 richard89308
  
  Posted 7 years ago
  
  I know they're good. Tild my therapist today. She says to ask the Physc next week for a legal script.
SJensen dan66442

Posted 7 years ago

dont give up buddy. I had this all my life. you will lern to cope with it! PLEASE

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