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don t know what s going on with me at the moment. I m worried that I m actually losing my mind. One minute I m extremely angry and then I ll be extremely happy and hyper and elevated. Then I ll have periods where I feel completely empty and disconnected. Almost as though I don t know whether I am awake or dreaming. My dreams are incredibly vivid but incredibly mundane- I do normal day to day activities in my dreams and so it is difficult to distinguish between reality. I m finding it more and more difficult to socialise as I don t feel as though I fit in anywhere and I also do not trust anybody. I hate letting people in and so I never open up the anybody, I always feel like I m boring people and that they will eventually just stop bothering with me. I have been feeling this way for a long time and I feel distressed about this. It s making it really difficult to live my life normally and some days I just can t see the point. What is this?
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