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Have been in hiding for the last week.
Been having terrible side effects. Am not being as careful as I should, am missing tablets left right and centre and am working at home again today as my tummy feels like it's on fire.
What a failure.
After my initial 4lbs the first week, I put on at WW this week, 1.5lbs. Needless to say I was not impressed. WTF?! I had finished my period the day before, been taking the tablets as I should and put on. The clerk was like, \"Was that unexpected then?\" and I wanted to scream at her, \"Of course it's f*****g unexpected, I'm taking friggin Orlistat!\"
I'm such a dick, I haven't changed at all, somedays I'm really good, and have cottage cheese and chicken and am starving but I feel like that's a good thing. Then other days I just lose control and totally gorge myself.
I obviously see the pills and some kind of quick fix. I feel really rotten today and it's my own fault.
Sort of feel like giving up, I'm clearly destined to be a fat blob forever.
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