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So life was going great I came out of my depression death thoughts stopped no more self harming life was weirdly great minor ups and downs.
Then things just blew up in my face things started getting harder but not gradually all at once like a piano falling on you, I started falling apart but no one I talk to or spend time with understands me at all.
My boyfriend has trouble with his own feelings nevermind mine he's suffered with me for 5 years I say suffered because it's been hell for the both of us and at this point in lost again.
Worst part, I don't feel like I want to pick myself up anymore I struggle with so much all the time and I'm just giving up I have no motivation no confidence, I am falling apart and because I know no one that's experiencing or experienced the same I can't get any advice. I have a bf and a best friend they mean the world to me but I treat them badly a lot and I don't mean to I can't stop and think I just say and do my brain won't allow me to stop for a second and think it just boom. Help? How do I sort my life out? Again.
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