What do I do 3/4 years of my life and my daughter gone

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Me and my girlfriend started going out when we were 17 from the beggining she was different and I fell in love with her and I still am madly in love with her we are not 21 and have a beautiful 2 year old daughter but we cannot function and it's due pretty much all to me in such a idiot she's gone and this time it's different im trying to be nice but she's ignoring me I already moved all my stuff out I just want to die even writing this all I want to get rid of this pain is to die now right now please god kill me I miss my daughter and I miss Emma I just want to die I don't want to social with my friends i don't want to pretend im getting over her I tried to kill myself the other day by letting go of the wheel to the car but I pussied out after doing it a few times I wish the pain would stop I wish I could go back in time to 2014 when we were kids and I drove to the beach and she was happy and me too I really want to die please god kill me, I don't know why im posting I just want someone to tell me something

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    Hello Will. I hear you suffering I do. What can I say to help you your grief is so deep? I am so thankful that you wrote in today. Is there anything that she will listen to? Diane
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    Hey adldiane I don't know I asked her if I could take her out but she just ignored me feels like nobody likes me and I just want to die

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      Will please listen to Wayne he is a very wise man and that's what you need is a man's opinion right now that is solid. Get help for you. Have you flown on an airplane? Remember the stewardess always says put the oxygen mask on you first then your child because if you aren't alive you cannot save anyone. Save yourself then you can be there for the family. Diane 

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    Hi will - give her the space. Get yourself to the doctor and explain what you are going through and how bad you feel. You will not fix anything with her until you have done something to fix yourself. Why? Because you have stated that this is not the first time. You have a daughter in the mix and thus a responsibility to deal with any issues. Meanwhile, don't annoy the girlfriend. You do not want this to spiral into a legal situation.  Time apart at this point is important for both of you. Opting out is not an option.

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    What happened? Why did you have to leave? Also you have parental rights, fight for them so that you can see your daughter.

    You can’t kill yourself! You have a daughter to help raise. Think about her when you feel like you want to die. She is going to need you.

    Can you tell us more about what happened with you and your wife? We will listen and try to help you. We do not judge!

    We are always here for you, it is safe here.

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