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I'm in a weird place. I've been off my ssri's for 1 and a half weeks after not being able to sleep and feeling sick to my stomach. I have these headaches thay are brutally beating on me, preventing me from sleeping, and i'm unsure if it's because i quit my meds or i'm just in a depressive slump. 5 days ago i called a crisis line for the first time and they supplied me with a place and number where i could go talk to a mental healthcare professional but i don't have any interest or intent to call. 4 Days ago i was planning to kill myself in the next 3 days because of how i felt but now i feel indifference. It's well weird because i saw my best friend this morning and usually I'm extremely excited to see and talk to him, but today there was just nothing. I don't really feel like i'm in a depressive state but i don't feel all too well either. I don't really know what to do, i don't even know what i should do, i don't even really "want" to do anything either?
I guess i'll sleep through the next four days until i can figure this out. I know it's not good but it's the only thing i can do?
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