What right do I have!!!
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Why do i feel more fearful each day? What right do I have? I have none, I'm a grown woman! Why do the tears fall? Is it self-pity? What right do have? I have none. I have wronged others, that's what I've done! Im a grown-up who feels as vulnerable as a child and all the while I'm feeling weaker as I think I should be coping. I'm feeling scared and it will always come back to the rhetorical question: what right do I have? Donna, on a bad day!
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sam18386 Donna23316
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That's a really sad place to be, I don't know what's happened but something has clearly hurt you. You can speak on here. We all do things wrong, I barked at a counsellor a couple of weeks ago as she seemed like she was nagging like my mother. I just came out with it. I told her why and she eventually she knew I was sorry I told her how sickened I was by what I did wrong. She belittled me so I snapped. I won't do it again I doubt it. Just say you're sorry and ask for forgiveness or forgive yourself. I was raped years back and still won't forgive myself for a lack of family, it breaks my heart. I think you'll be ok, to err is human, what annoys me is people who don't say sorry or learn from it. They're unforgivable. Don't be so harsh on yourself. Cc:-|🙂
Donna23316 sam18386
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Hey Sam, I'm sending you a private message x
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Hi jay babes, I am a bit better now I've managed to escape to the coast and see my counsellor, who I told in no uncertain terms what was going on. Feel better than I did. What made you come off antidepressants? Did you just have enough of them? Well done for doing that though, tough decision. Have you tried any herbal remedies for lack of sleep?
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suzika71968 Donna23316
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forgive and try to forget.. I know it's easy say than done... it took me years just to forgive my brother for what he did to me when I was a child... and years for me to ease my fear of causing the death of my kitten....years for me to forgive myself when I almost kill a person.... the shadow of my pasts still haunting me, but each time I sense the fear and depressions in me, I pray to God and seek for His forgiveness and guidance... What right do I have? I have none. but, God has all the rights... turn all your fear to Him and ask for His guidance... You may not get the answer right away, but you may eventually.. He has His own ways of giving His answers... sometime instant, sometime later... when I was in your state now, the only person I believe is God...
Guest Donna23316
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You have the right to be YOU!!
You have the right to have a bad day...
You have the right to make mistakes...
You have the right to be forgiven...
You have the right to be alive and thrive...
You have the right to dream and aspire...
You have the right to love and be loved...
You have the right to be accepted for who you are...
You have the right to not know...
You have the right to allowed grace...
You have the right to be awesome and on days, not so awesome...
Basically you have the right to “be”...right now!
Your awesome, thoughtful, and caring Donna. You absolutely have right...
Have a better day...
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borderriever Donna23316
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You do not explain the cause of your depression, however you need to address your problems to move on.
The best way is to talk out your problems, if you need CBT go and see your GP or talk to someone you trust
Hopefully your problem sounds it will hopefully get sorted
Keep a hold
BOB