What should I do

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About a month ago I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic attacks. I went through a really bad stage where I just didn’t want to get out of bed I thought I was termanilly ill. I honestly thought I had a brain tumour with the dizziness i was getting and headaches everyday. Iv stopped taking the pill and my headaches don’t happen anymore. I had blood tests done at the doctors and everything came back fine they wouldn’t refer me for a Brian scan because I didn’t have the “symptoms” finally the headaches don’t happen. Now a new problem, I went to the walk in centre to have my lower right abdomen checked out as I was getting a tugging feeling every now and then and haven’t been going to the toilet properly for a week now, they sent me immediately to the hopsital for a ultrasound because they thought I had appendicitis. I had bloods done there too, I sat and waited 5 hour for the results to come back fine, they checked chemistry and blood markers? Don’t know what that is. Then brought me back the day after for a ultrasound, all the results came back fine, she did a ultra sound everywhere all over my tummy and on my back. Now Iv been discharged I still get the pains, I didn’t know wether it would be my ovaries? All yesterday. I had growing pains in my legs, I used to get when I was younger and my mum would always say that! It didn’t feel right, I keep getting back ache just all my body aches twitches, strains, cracks, I feel like I’m falling apart! I’m so scared of being termanilly Ill. I had a cold like 3 week ago and my lympth node swelled up under my jaw. I work at a dentist so I got this checked out, they have gone down but I can still feel them! And if always had a little piece of grizzle under my armpit, been there 3 year my doctor checks it said it’s nothing serious it’s a pea size, doesn’t cause me any pain until last night I got really anxious and felt like it was burning, I thought it was my sweat gland, but I just feel like somethings not right or am I just going crazy. Iv had enough, I’m always googling my symptoms and I’m addicted tondoing it because when I read it’s always something serious then I get myself down. I’m only 19 years old, I shouldn’t be like this at such a young age, I don’t know what to do! I feel like when I go to the doctors they just look at me gone out because now anxiety’s on my records they just put everything down to that! 

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    So sorry to hear you are going through this. I am 29 and exactly the same constantly googling symptoms and thinking i have a serious illness. I can feel ever ache and pain and i think the anxiety makes it worse. I even paid for a brain mri as i convinved myself i had a brain tumor which came back clear. I have started having counselling as i feel like this is consuming me ever day. Thinking of you x
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    I'm 50 and I have suffered this way since I was 22. I'm going through a rough time with anxiety at the moment. Hope you feel a little better soon. X

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