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Been on cit since Nov initially on 20mg but after xmas stress, debt & snow doc increased to 40mgs.
FELT FANTASTIC !!!
So what happened ? busy getting my life in order happy in general looking forward to going back to docs tomorrow to look at possibly going back to work then BANG the lowest i have been for years the only difference was i didnt cry, really wanted to as it does make me feel a whole load better. Thats when i thought what is the point? should i carry on?
Just felt so withdrawn worse than ever i couldnt even talk to my really supportive, wonderful partner & soul mate as i didnt actually know what it was.
Today i feel guilty, sad as my partner has gone to work feeling really tired as he was so worried about me, fed up with moaning at my gorgoeous daughter to tidy her room and gutted because again ive realised im not ready for work ( i miss everyone so much)
Sorry for posting a rant as i normally only post positive comments
Hope eveyone is coping better than me.
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