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I'll start here. I am 30 Male. I have never seeked help. I come from a Father who suffered from anxiety. A mother who is free as a bird from these things and has no interest. Its hereditary I take it. I have always felt disconnected. Never have been in a relationship. I have had very close friends but also have had my "alone periods" where I don't socialize at all. As a young man I never felt alone because I had a twin. I am 30 now and I live in a place where I came from but did not grow up in. I have a good job but no friends or social life. I live in proximity of my small family but am alone most of the time. I am growing tired of my disinterest in a meaningful life. I want to be close to people but push them away. I have a lot of insecurities and lack confidence. But I am not timid or weak. I do and will fight back. There are times where I bite my tounge because of how I might react. I do have rage problems but I don't act out instead I hold it in. I am aware of my issues but have no remedy. As I am aware I am ignorant at the same time. I feel I have so many different issues because I have evidence of it all. If you made it this far thank you for your time. I am one who gives advise better then I take it.
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