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After my dramatic almost disasterous Sunday last weekend, I tried very hard to pick myself up went to work all week, tried very hard to be positive, even went out with my work colleagues on Friday night ten pin bowling and actually enjoyed it. Kept being positive today, arranged a walk out with a friend in the snow, very refreshing and stopped at a cafe had a lovely piece of chocolate cake. Came home thought I'd better phone my mother in law as hadn't spoken to her since christmas day. Then bad news my late husbands brother is to have a heart bypass in the next couple of weeks. My evening has now come crashing down to the point of wanting to destroy things again. Why do I go from extremes so quickly?? I was going to watch a chick flick this evening but I will have to calm down before I can. Life is absolutely s***. I try so hard then get kicked right down again and again and again. What is the point in keep trying????
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