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Pretty much I feel like the topic of suicide or commiting suicide is..ok, you can hate me for this, but I feel like it is connected to a lot of pain and with having lived through bad things so I feel like it is more on the cool side. Now, I won't advice anyone to do it or myself, but whenever I feel overwhelmed the first thing I imagine is always jumping from my window or cutting my wrists, etc. and I actually feel kinda fascinated by the idea, but maybe not that much as to make a plan, etc. So I feel like doing it and it's like the people behind me will be like "Woah..she really killed herself?!" Maybe it is just the after effect of taking your own life, the attention after somebody is dead. I don't think there's sth very wrong with me, right? I mean I'm not seriously planning on commiting suicide, just feel as if it would be..a cool thing to do. I mean, I get this sounds wrong and..yeah, but sometimes when I am overwhelmed I get this urge to jump or to end it..it is not something constant, just happens any other day. So, any thoughts on why I am charmed by it and possibly ways I can uncharm myself?
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iris46 Idont
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laura08496 Idont
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hypercat Idont
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Don't forget too that you will never know what people say coz you wouldn't be here. I don't think anyone would say it's cool. They would just be devastated and your loved ones would never recover. x
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hypercat Idont
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I agree that when you feel so bad you don't think about others and I totally get that. But the thing to remember is depression thoughts aren't real - they are your mind trying to trick you, and you mustn't give them house room. x
laura11452 Idont
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They don't value themselves enough to want to continue..
I get the impression you don't feel valued or loved enough and the thought of commiting suicide and peoples reaction to having done it will give you the attention and validation you feel you deserve..There is many that have probably gone through dark days that have felt like this but doesn't mean they would go through with it..They just need an extra hug, bit of recognition, to be understood etc
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