Why can't I be normal
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I've been sat here all day google g and search for answers to why my oxygen was 90% and iv had arm chest leg and finger shoulder pains all day my partner like litrally shakes his shoulder and goes don't know I wouldn't be worried if it was me why can't I be like that I'm waiting for the news of cancer or a incurable disease or something life threatening or I'm sat here wondering if I will die today I got so jelouse of people that can sit there care free and shrug things off 😠it's not fair I'm even considering joining bupa with money I have not got to spend because I'm so sure and positive I'm dying and been neglected is anybody else this bad or is it just me ?
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kirsty1989 stephx
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i get get pains in my chest and think I'm having a heart attack and fear the worse, I'm really bad at moment with anxiety iv been to hospital 4 times in past 2 week and all tests have come back fine... I haven't been myself since this started as I'm constantly worrying what will happen to me so your not on your ownÂ
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They said because my doctor did not write down much and put my oxygen levels was 98 (they was after I had to breathe in deep 8 times to get it back up ) they can't do nothing they gave me a ecg my doctor thought I had a blood clot and wanted me testing they said I'm too young I'm not im 22 I can have one ! Anyways they sending him a email to say I need to have a tube breathing test and be reffered for that I don't know in the mean time I'm scared to death as I don't know if I have something life threatening lol x
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I ask my partner questions constantly and he's like im not a doctor I think he is really sick of me but really strong for putting up with me at first he would be like your ok now it feels he hates it and try his best to stay away from me when I'm like this lol hard when I'm like it all day but he's still here bless them xxx
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