why do i hurt the ones i love
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Ok, so I have depression again. I've been ok for many years but it's back in all its gruesome form. I know I will get through this again but the toll it has taken on my wife, whom I love so much, is devastating. Not sure if leaving her is best thing to do for her sanity and for the kids. I just can't stand by and watch her being mentally destroyed by me and my selfish condition....
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jackie82937 simon8173
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simon8173 jackie82937
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so sorry to hear the awful events you have had to endure and yes, your right - love and support is key to recovery.
jackie82937 simon8173
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patricia44773 simon8173
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I would imagine her reply would be a major indicator of what you should do.
You sound to be a lovely person, I know you will do the right thing. Be strong and fight that demon.
Wishing you the best,
Patxxx
simon8173 patricia44773
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I spoke with her when the depression first hit me hard a couple of days ago. She said she needed time to take it all in. I understand this, we have four children to also think of. When I look at my wife's face it reminded me of the sheer he'll I must have put her through. It's very difficult to make a good judgement call when your going stir crazy. We talked tonight, was sooner than I thought we would talk and its helped so much. Hoping this will continue.
I will keep you posted on my progress
simon