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I have been a heroin user since I was 15, I'm 28 now. I have been clean for 3 months now, although I am still on subitex. Before I got clean I was using about 3g a day. Since I have been clean I just don't feel my self. I am not happy. I can't be bothered to do anything. But last month I had a relapse for 2 days and I felt great. I had lots of energy and was very cheerful and wanted to do everything but soon as I stoped I went right back to being unhappy again. It can't be depression because if it was then using would not make such a big difference I don't think. Dose anyone have any ideas how I can get back to being my normal self? The trouble is that it has been so long since I was drug free I don't know what the normal me is any more.
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