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Hi people can any of you experts on here help? I have just been on a long needed holiday to return to all the usual rubbish! My neighbour looked after our cat whilst we were away. She informed me that she is moving and immediately felt sad, jealous and very upset. I feel numb and down. I hurt, she has everything, a child, which I pine for daily, cats and a new life. Part of me feels jealousy. Part of me doesn't understand. I feel so so sad. It's her life I understand that but I feel at 45 I have done nothing with my life and I have lost my little boy or girl to save face of another man's family. It makes me feel sick, to my stomach. Will this ever stop hurting? Is this depression though? That I don't know. Can anyone please tell me.
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