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I've recently started a new job its an apprenticeship actually where I'll get qualifications if I finish the course, apart of me stresses myself out thinking I'll quit again because of my anxiety, sometimes when I sit in my training I pay attention to my heart beat more than anything and I'll get that derelization feeling and its horrible and then the anxiety starts and I get the panicky feeling that all this is just a dream , I cant be doing with it anymore. Half the time I dont even know what Im anxious about.. Im anxious about getting anxious! I know it sounds silly. It's getting to the point where I find it so hard to think positively and the aches and pains in my body just take over.
In my heart I really want to do well & get somewhere in life but my head just tells me I probably won't last in my job and pressure and anxiety will take over, can anybody tell me there thoughts on this or give me some advice? Im determined to get better but at the same time I dont feel like I'm strong enough..
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