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I have been trying to find the root of my anxiety. And I think I might be having a little bit it depression. For a while now I have hated going into work. I sit for 8 hours a day answering emails. At first I liked it. It was challenging. It was new. Like any other job you like it. But now it's a drag. I just sit here. And I basically do nothing anymore. Which makes me think. And thinking leads to racing and intrusive thoughts. My work has been good to me. The insurance is amazing.I don't have serious medical problems other than anxiety. I don't wanna leave because I'm scared my anxiety is going to keep causing me to go to the doctor. Without insurance, in the states, it's a little but harder to be treated. And more expensive. But I think work is causing all of my problems. I have a feeling if I leave this job It would cause my stress to go down and with that my anxiety. My family is tight on money. Sometimes I'm the one making ends meat. So I cannot just drop it. Another thing is that what about if it's not my work causing my anxiety and I go to another job and I don't feel better. But I'm pretty sure it is. Idk. I guess you have to take risks to get better but idk if I can take this risk. I guess I feel like if first quit I'm letting my anxiety win. But what if work is the problem?? Lol. I hate you anxiety
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