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So Monday has come around again. Think the side effects are in full swing now...the yawning has become extreme, feeling quite detached and "strange"...can't quite put my finger on it...it's like a high without the good bits if that makes sense? Heart rate seems increased, and I'm jumping at the slightest thing. Head feels swimmy...still got a dull headache but it's manageable.
My parents decided to surprise me with a visit this weekend, as they live down south. I had to fess up about the tablets - I didn't want to tell them as I reacted so badly to the last lot that I knew they would worry but with them actually being here I didn't want them to think I was acting weirdly (with the side effects) so I told them and they took is surprisingly well (though I know that now they have gone back they will be panicking). Had a few beers Sat night with a meal and felt ok with that. It was quite nice, as if I'm honest, I'd normally drink too much (to escape...I'm sure some of you know what I mean) but being on the tablets, I didn't want to go over the top and either make myself ill or stop them from working so I felt much more in control - I'm hoping that that is something to do with the tablets actually working. Haven't really noticed any positive improvements as such yet, but then it is only Day 5 I guess. I'll stick with it and see where it takes me. But....the yawning can stop ANYTIME it likes!!! It looks so rude!! Oh....and the bad stomach thing...that can stop too!
Am hoping that as the week goes on I will find some motivation to get off the settee and start some kind of exercise program. But today, I'm just looking forward to my bed after kipping on the settee so that my parents could have the bed.
Thanks for reading!
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