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Act like nothing phases me but it really does
Act like I don't care but I just want to be loved
Act like I'm ok, keep putting a front on
But truth is I just don't feel like I belong
Feel like an outsider no matter who I'm with
To just feel a part of something, anything I'd give !
But now it's just too much for me now it's just too late
This world is just so horrible, myself I just hate!
So guess this is my goodbye I'm sorry to have to say
But these feelings and emotions just aren't going away
No matter how hard I try, no matter who I ask for help
I'm always going to be alone, I'm always by myself ??
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dondons
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patricia44773 dondons
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steven43881 dondons
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connie00312 dondons
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Please don't do this dondons.
patricia44773 dondons
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susan43751 connie00312
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Connie. Sorry I was pout. I'm very worried too. FAQ says send a report and all moderators will see it.
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connie00312 susan43751
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dondons
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I'm sorry I've been in hospital, I'm ok now, well far from ok but alive although still not sure that's a good thing.
Thank you for all your comments/replies xx
patricia44773 dondons
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What help did you receive at the hospital? I am so glad you ended up there and not in a worse place.
Pat. xxxx
steven43881 dondons
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Thank god, dondons. I need you in the world to talk to me. Thank goodness you are still here. I felt a loss thinking you were gone. So you see- you are loved and you are missed. I felt such a sence of loss when I went to bed last night thinking you wouldn't be here to talk with anymore. I am so glad.
Steve
susan43751 dondons
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connie00312 dondons
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susan43751 dondons
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Hi, dondons,
Connie00312, Patricia44773 and Steven43881: This is my last post. My psychiatrist has asked me to get off all discussion boards about depression, as he is concerned my depression is being triggered. I trust him very much so I'm doing what he's asked me to do. I just wanted to say good-bye and let you know how touched I have been hearing some of your stories and hearing how strong you have been in the face of terrible pain, isolation, etc. You are brave, beautiful people and I will miss you. Keep working to get better. Each of you deserves it. Thanks for listening a bit to me and letting me bit a witness to your lives. It has made me a better person. God bless each of you.
steven43881 susan43751
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Steve
connie00312 susan43751
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patricia44773 susan43751
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Pat xxxxx
dondons susan43751
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