Can’t sleep
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The last few weeks my insomnia has been out of control. About 2 week ago I went a whole night with 0 sleep and last night the same happened. I have been dealing with insomnia all my life, however, never have I gone a full night with 0 sleep on ambien. It’s like my body is exhausted but my brain and eyes don’t fall asleep. I had zoned out last night and my bf woke me up and that’s it I could go back to sleep. My brain was wired. I kept thinking about having to wake up for an appointment I have and how miserable I would feel. Mind you, the appointment is at 11:00 am. It’s currently 9:00 and still can’t sleep a wink after drugging myself into a stupor. I’m scared to the point where I feel I marry never sleep again. Maybe I’m starting to develop SFI… I know it sounds crazy but I don’t know what to do. My bf thinks I’m insane. He said I’m driving him crazy with all my problems. I also have a toddler. I don’t have health insurance at the moment and I can’t even see a doctor. I don’t know what to do at this point. I feel very down and hopeless. I feel like this will happen again tonight and I’ll never sleep again. Please someone help me
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RecoveryRoad jade0518
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Hi jade0518, sorry to hear you are going through such a stressful time. It's difficult to know what to say. But always remember, these things always turn a corner. There are better days, and nights ahead.
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