CBT - Advice to anyone wanting to try it!
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I used to read these forums from everyone's perspective of asking for advice and just asking for opinions on my anxiety symptoms etc. I always see questions about medications and CBT and wanted to share my experiences.
I've suffered with anxiety for my whole life. I didn't go to friends houses after school as a child, sleepovers, parties, nothing.. Mum just thought I was a 'mummy's girl'. The older I got the more I suffered and anxiety took over my life! I couldn't eat, got extremely thin but one day I woke up and felt okay.. This continually happened for years - never know what my trigger was and to this day, I still don't.
One day everything got too much.. I didn't want to get up, didn't go to work, couldn't leave the house and would avoid seeing friends. At 23, this was too much for me. I lnew I needed to do something but anxiety ruled my life. I'd been offered Citalopram but the doctor that offered me it said I would get thoughts of suicide etc. Well, I didn't take it. This is when I then got bad and couldn't get out of bed etc. I'd completely had enough so went to see a different doctor. He discussed Citalopram with me in a better way and referred me for CBT. The citalopram made me feel unwell for a couple of weeks which I was warned about but after 2 weeks it was like something had just changed in my head.. Yes everything was still a struggle but not to the extent and so I figured everything was starting to work out. After a couple of months on a waiting list I was given my CBT sessions. I have the most amazing therapist. She told me a funny story as soon as we couldn't figure my trigger and this will stick with me forever.. She said its like my head was stuck and I needed to upgrade.. A bit like a computer.. I was still working on a good old fashioned desktop and needed to upgrade to Windows 7! My sessions were brilliant - I was given 12 and am currently on a break which is going well!
Medication and therapy isn't for everyone, but you need to go into both with an open mind! CBT is a therapy that teaches you how to change your mindset - you need to be prepared to put your own hours in. There are always going to be ups and downs but you learn that anxiety isn't black and white and actually, some anxiety is healthy!
My physical symptoms were my worst, I always felt sick, shaky, dreaded feeling in my chest - turns out they're also symptoms of hunger and thirst - who knew?! Now for someone that didn't really eat or drink I could see how that may work - and it did! A small bite to eat and a glass of water and the symptoms went.. Everything that I felt i blamed on anxiety!
I'm 24 now, no I'm not anxiety free and I do still have bad days but I've learnt to get on with them and have the lessons from CBT to help me get through bad days! I'm also still on my citalopram and hoping to be weaned off in a couple of months!
This post is just about attempting to give people my experiences as I was always looking for help. All I can say is don't ever give up. What's the worst that can happen if you're out with your friends and feeling anxious? Sure you can leave the situation and run away and never control the anxiety or you can stay and have a laugh and completely forget you're suffering. Always do things that make you feel comfortable and always be willing to accept or even ask for help. There are people out there that can offer assistance at a time that you're ready to accept it!
Don't let anxiety control you. Look at the options you've got. Ask for help, accept help and don't listen to the opinions to those that don't understand how you feel (I've been through that enough!)
Best of luck to anyone that reads this post. There is light at the end of the tunnel - just be open and optimistic. Things fall into place, you just have to let them! :-)
Good luck! xx
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anahita.p carla83867
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christine34401 carla83867
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My question is; does the medication wokr enough, you said it does but you still have bad days, are they as bad as before you started medcation or are they much milder now? My biggest fear seems to be having medication and not feeling better, which will result in me having no hope for felling better. Thank you, i'd really apreciate your reply or a reply form anyone else that can help?
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carla83867 christine34401
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We will definitely destroy this! There's so many people around to help each other hence my post - I realised a lot of people relate to the same thing!
Wishing you all the best ☺️ Oh and don't forget - there are many different medications! Don't give up if you don't get on with one! xx
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