Having a Rough Day!!!!
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I went to psychologist and I can't get in with him until August 10th. I got blood taken and passed out and had a bad panic attack and I feel so overwhelmed and I wanna give up everyday I'm tired of feeling like this I was so happy before all this and care free!!! And now look at me I'm in a constant state of agitation/annoyance/ heavy load on my head. Racing thoughts over nothing. I'm just like will I ever pull through. ):
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helen20833 Kaleb19
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Oh Kaleb! . The disappointment in having to wait to see the psychologist triggered this panic. And many people pass out when they have blood taken. It's not just you or about your problems.
Please, please, just hang in there. Every day brings you closer to your appointment. It's something to reach for.
You can do this! You're letting your fears get the better of you. I know it's hard. I know it's not easy to rein in the fear
But you can do this! Do you hear me? YOU CAN!
Big mummy hugs
Kaleb19 helen20833
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Thanks Helen I appreciate it you're right I have to do this no matter what I don't have a choice.
cia42277 helen20833
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cia42277 Kaleb19
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August 10th is my birthday....maybe it will be your rebirth day.
helen20833 cia42277
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What a lovely thought!
Mines on the 25th....not that 1 will look any older. Naturally I shall
Remain the same ravishing creature I have always been
I have been known to stop traffic, don,' t you know....rumours of the
Reason being I leap into oncoming traffic are gross over exaggeration
Kaleb19 cia42277
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I sure hope so sia!!! ?? You've gotten a smile out of me.
cia42277 helen20833
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The only time I stopped traffic..literally, was in 1960 when my mother and I did our hair pink and green respectively. I don't remember why, but we sure had a good time. Cooks peeking out of kitchen doors in restaurants, people running their carts into each other in the market, cars screeching to halts so as not to rear end each other, etc.
At a club, my mom was talking to a man we didn't know, who down in his lap was taking notes. (She didn't see that) Turned out he was a psychiatrist . By the way, at that time my mother owned one of the busiest beauty salons in town....and I worked for her for awhile.
We still were doing weird color hair when John and Robert Kennedy came to town campaigning. Mom and Pop were then very politically active, so while in town they visited us at home after the parade...yes we were in it with the hair. My son now has the photo of my Pop and John. Nice memories.
Are you like one of the sirens, luring men to their doom???
cia42277 Kaleb19
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And you got one out of me Kalep.
helen20833 cia42277
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Of course I am!
The only problem I have is I have yet to figure out who the old
Trout is who stares back out at me when i look in the mirror.
Can't be me! No way! No how! I'm gorgeous!?
I reckon my house must be haunted
cia42277 helen20833
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What I see isn't Alice in the looking glass, it is 75 year old Peter Lorre in drag. i know whatcha mean, fellow georgeous one.
helen20833 cia42277
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cia42277 helen20833
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That's my gal, Bette, feisty!
lisalisa67 Kaleb19
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Kaleb19 lisalisa67
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Yeah I've been taking walks everyday trying to calm down and I'm thinkin about stepping up to running.
lisalisa67 Kaleb19
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Great idea. You can simply run the track at your high school. Exhaust yourself then you won't have the energy for the adrenaline to even rush. Get some buddies in on it too. Youll all feel accomplished by it at the very least. Make sure to drink a lot of water too haha dont want you to collapse in the heat. It will also release something called endorohines "feel good" chemicals in your body. Maybe they can beat uo the anxiety chemicals haha.