I've been depressed, at such a young age too, but how do I fix these problems?

Hello, I'm in sixth grade and I just started school this week, I'm a female just in case if you were wondering. Anyway, this summer in July my parents got a divorce. So my dad lives with my grandparents, and Me and my brothers and sister live with my mom. It's about two months later, when I go to church with my mom and she introduces me to her new "friend". His name was Clint, he really was a nice man, with a daughter named Maddie that is two years old. I really like Clint, and I think he's nice, he's token us out to dinner, and he's invited us over to his house. Now, but I started wondering, I know Clint is divorced with his ex wife. And it's pretty obvious my mom, and Clint are dating. I've seen them kissing, and stuff. But my mom has told no one she is in a relation ship with this guy, but I also want her to be happy. Now on with my dad living with my grandparents, that's not going so well either. You see my grandmother lives in a small neighborhood, it only has about eight blocks. Her house is a one story with one room for me and my sister, a room for her, a room for my grandpa. And it has a bathroom and stuff, but that's not the point, my dad had to move in here in me and my sisters room. So it's basically me and my sisters beds, and my dads blow up air mattress. But also sadly, when my dad was driving late on a Saturday night on his motorcycle, he ended up in a crash. But he survived, he broke his arm, and collarbone. On top of that, my grandmother is running out of money, because my mom planned a thing where every Wednesday me and my brothers and sister go over to her house and hang out. But that's the problem my grandma has to take care of my dad, me, my sister, my two brothers, and my grandpa. So she's running out of money everyday, that's why we literally have to get food from my moms house so we can eat. But that's not the only problem, my sister, she is in fourth grade, she started school the same as me. I don't know what the heck happened to her, you see she has changed, too a smiling, sweet, caring girl, too a stubborn, cursing, brat. My sister is only nine years old, and she has been swearing, and putting her middle finger up. I have told my parents about it, but they never seem to care. They have talked to her, but my sister still swears. It's like I'm the only person who seems to be concerned. Recently she has ran away from home, luckily we found her, and she's safe now. But I want to know why she ran away, she doesn't tell anyone her true feelings, not even I can try to ease her into telling me. She doesn't realize it, but she should be grateful for there is someone out there watching out for her. I'm one of those really shy, and sensitive types, she is the opposite. I don't understand her, what's going on inside her head? What made her change into this?  And with me, I have school, and responsibilities, specially since I'm going into middle school. A big stage in my life, with more work, and challenges. And I'm standing in the middle of all of this crap, my life is stressed, I'm stressed, confused, it feels like I have the whole world on my shoulders. I need help.

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