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Regarding my CPTSD symptoms

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hua08948
hua08948

I witnessed the brutal domestic violence in 2018. I survived the long-term cold and cold violence. Now my condition is very bad. I lost consciousness when I was dissociated, had hallucinations for 6 months, despair, lost all interest, I feel that everyone cannot trust, I lose all my friends, I am isolated, I am always desperate, and now my mother is taking care of me, I feel better, but sometimes I am in disguise, I continue to suffer, I feel in hell No one will understand. If I close my eyes and flash back, those wounds will never disappear in my heart. Sometimes I have a severe headache. I only sleep for 3 hours a day. I feel life is no fun. Now I continue to receive treatment.

Sometimes I desperately pretend that I don't want to hurt my family

I will look happy

I still can't sleep

Repeating the traumatic picture, I cannot face reality

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  • sam18386
    sam18386 hua08948

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    hi hua, that is an horrendous thing to read, if it's any consolation i do understand you! i have PTSD through assault and i find some days just too much to bear! take care of yourself, take one day at a time or split the day up into small manageable chunks and do things bit by bit, some days getting out of bed is enough oc an achievement and some days you can do more, be kind to yourself y bugger what anyone else says or thinks. you are a brave person, just remember that!

  • hua08948
    hua08948

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    I want to say about our problems, it ’s hard for anyone to really understand. We have to rely on the care of ourselves and our family to solve the problem. The doctor is an outsider. We must have a new life. I am trying to do this. Very important, to apply, we must have a life guarantee

    • sam18386
      sam18386 hua08948

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      if you want to talk i promise i will listen! don't suffer alone....

    • hua08948
      hua08948 sam18386

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      My husband has been in jail. My child has been away from me for 15 months. I miss my child every day. My feelings are not understood by ordinary people except doctors and clinical nurses. Sometimes the feeling of despair is close to death. In fact, I have a week. Repeated suicide every day

      But I continue to face strong now, I am abused women syndrome

      I have been repeatedly abused and ignored in these two years

      Defamated by social workers

      How can I deal with the cruelty of social workers? Do i need a human rights lawyer

      I am full of hatred every day now, and I need to bring to justice those demons who have taken my children

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