Can't stop crying
Posted , 11 users are following.
I know I've posted quite a lot recently but, everything is just so hard at the moment.
The only thought that calms me is the thought that I could end it all. Every problem would wash away and it can't be any worse than the misery that is life.
I'm sorry to keep posting and going on.
I really hope you are all doing well.
Fee
1 like, 31 replies
ejh fee25
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You CAN beat it honey.
anita60322 fee25
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hypercat fee25
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You are right it can't be any worse but only because it can't be anything coz ending your life is permanent. Youwould also be stopping any chance of improving your life or enjoying if not happiness then peace and maybe contentment. You will be missing out on life which is very precious and a gift even though sometimes it feels more like a curse.
I don't have any answers I'm afraid but just want you to know you are not alone. Take care sweetheart. bev xx
ozzie1961 fee25
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My loving best mate and carer just walked away when the ballots arrived I collapsed and played on the grass crying on my own for 3hrd
I am out of hospital tomorrow as I am crpnocally and dangerously I'll
I too took more than 80pills last week the pressure is unbeatable without a home not knowing where all my belongings are whole on hospital
The pain of loosing the one greind o could depend on
I'm saying all this to explain like others on here will yell u we can't just. Opt yo tale our lives
We need to fight the fight and do the journey and this forum is by fat the best starting point to finding that freedom we all want and to have peace n calm restored to our broken lived
With hugs
From the Royal Free Hospital I send I love and peace as many do for me right now
Pk
caroleUJ62 ozzie1961
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I'm so sorry for your'e situation. Surely you cant be just chucked out of hospital if you're so ill. You need to be in safe environment. Where are you going to go? Have you got anywhere to go?
ozzie1961 caroleUJ62
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I know given a week or note I will be back in here
Having always been a decent thoughtful and active in helping the vulnerable mieghbour I never could imagine being left without. A home to walk onto
It msu be hostels for me for a whole sharing a 10,bedded roi am confused frightened and with little energy to ask any more organizations to help me out
I have faced too many let downs and sent from one org to another
The UKis not. A kind place unless I have money and. Power to manage your own affairs
Hugs
I keel keeping on
Pk
caroleUJ62 ozzie1961
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I have a frined who has just lost his job and is in his late fifties. I'm pretty worried about him, but at least he has his own home. No the IK isnt a kind place - dont know why so many people want to come here??!!!
Lots of love, hope things are OK.
Carole.
hypercat ozzie1961
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You have reached rock bottom in your life and there is only one way to go now and that is up. Concentrate on getting your life in some sort of order and moving on. Bev x
fee25 ozzie1961
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I hope you get on as well as you can at the hostel, it must be a very scary time.
xx
paul67642 fee25
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patricia44773 fee25
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I think a lot of us think like you, or have thought like you, death is always there as an option, but it is so final. There is no coming back from that choice. But noone can take that choice away from you....just keep it as a last resort.
Yes, every problem would wash away, so would every hope of a happier life, so would any chance of doing some good in the world, feeling the pleasure of helping someone else or doing something amazing to make your mark on this horrible world.
The choice is yours love, but it is such an important choice that you should not make it until you are totally sure it is the right thing to do.
Bless you, I bet you are a really lovely person who has so much to give, who could give so much beauty to this ugly world. Don't waste it.....we need lovely, caring people like you to make the world a better place.
Keep posting, I will look out for you.
Pat.
ozzie1961 patricia44773
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Hugs
Pj
caroleUJ62 fee25
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Try looking it up, and using it when you go for an interview. I think its amazing how we can influence other people if we know the right techniques. We cant all be Derren Brown, but we can certainly influence our own future positively.
Please look after yourself,
Carole.
ozzie1961 caroleUJ62
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Hugs pj
fee25 caroleUJ62
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The Tuesday interview is for a great job but - exceedingly high number of applicants!
I have never heard of that, will definitely have to look it up and do a bit of research.
Thank you for your kind words and support xx