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Are you safe?

Please be safe.

Talk to me if you can?

I'm here and I'm thinking of you Xxx

Thank you t's ok now lots of love take care xxxxx

You take care.

Please seek help if you need it.

Still thinking of you xxx

Thank you

Waiting for Samaritans to call me prorabky busy we'll see leave to fate xx

Don't leave to fate, try and be patient and wait.

It's for the best, they can help you.

Please take care xxx

Listn to me I have been through the hardest things kids my age hade been, I saw 3 of my best friends try to commit suicide becuse of the Miltry, and through my darkest time I was betrayed by my love one who I gave to word to, and after that she did anything to hurt me, I have been threaten by her boyfriend she cheated with, and he said he will kill me and my family, I had surgery the day she told me she is with onther man for two years, and I prayed to be dead, the surgery failed, and in the same day a war broke I'm my country, booms and rocket's and I stood out side and wished one of them will hurt me, I became anorexic, and my life changed my dreams collapsed, I was on my Knees but I prayed, I told God if this is the way kill me, and one night I actually beleve was my last night, I wrote letters and for the first time in Long months I went to sleep with a smile knowing it is over tonight, but I wake up.. I was sad but decided to start exercise, I started to gain weight although the doctors said I shouldn't, and I dated other girls, each one of them was worse than the other, it has been 8 moth since, I weight 15 kilos more, and I am kind of happy, I started to work, bought a car, and try to smile as long as I can, I still collapse at night, I am getting on my knees and saying everything going that was God and what wasn't to God, it is like mediation if you prefer, and I am alive... Knowing inside of me that one day I will be far from here from all of this place, our word is so beautiful, so full of life, you can't see it becuse of the fog, it is OK, you can be sad, you can cry, you can do allot of things, but remember, we have a reasen for our birth, even if you give someone or help someone you changed the course of there life, no matter how small it Is, you are important, as much as everyone around you, be strong, pray tonight, even if you not beleve, if you don't want to do mediation, if you want to contact me for more help, send email I will be more then glad to stand in youre side with you're struggle

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