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dondons
dondons

Living is hell..when I think I've hit rock bottom I only prove myself wrong! I want to end it all!

I don't want to die, I'm scared ! But I don't want to live...is that the same thing? I guess it is!

My life is horrible I don't want to live in it anymore why do people say suicide is selfish? Is it not selfish to be made to live in misery too ?

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  • Koolredd
    Koolredd dondons

    Posted

    Everyone feels this way from time to time . Life is like a roller coaster it has it's ups and downs . But even when you think life couldn't get worse always remember there is a rainbow after every rainstorm..

    How are you holding up as of right now ? Are you okay ?

  • patricia44773
    patricia44773 dondons

    Posted

    Oh Dondons, I am so sad to hear that you are still suffering so badly, my heart aches for you.  I don't have the right words to say, I only want to hug you and tell you that you must not do anything whilst you are in this frame of mind. 

    Can you tell us why your life is so horrible?  Can you share some of why your life is so miserable?  You know that we are here to listen and we care.  I feel that you are a friend and I hope you would feel the same way about me.

    Life is hell, it really is, but it can also be heaven.....it's all in what you are going through at the time.  Life is also a gift that you are only given once....before you give up on it try to ask yourself if you are ready to say that you don't want that gift.

    I am sorry, I am trying my best to help, but I just want to hug you.

    Pat xxx

    • dondons
      dondons patricia44773

      Posted

      My story is way too long to even know

      Where to begin, try to cut it short...I'm living at my sisters (suicide watch) took overdose twice in a week a few weeks back. My 5 babies are living with family as I'm such a poor excuse for a mum, family have and are trying to help but the best way they know how but that's just it...they don't know how, not sure I do either! X

  • simon8173
    simon8173 dondons

    Posted

    Suicide takes a lot of courage, I wish everyday that I had that courage but I don't, I consider myself a coward.
    • patricia44773
      patricia44773 simon8173

      Posted

      No, no, no....please, please never call yourself a coward.  You are battling one of the most awful illnesses and you are winning.  You are a hero.
    • dondons
      dondons simon8173

      Posted

      I'm so so sorry, wish I knew what to say to you, I feel I'd say the wrong thing if I try right now X

      I hope that tomorrow is a better day for you xx

    • hypercat
      hypercat dondons

      Posted

      Hi Dondon have you ever really sat down and thought about what you want?  Your family back?  Love?  A good job?

      If you don't know what you want have a think about what you don't want.  I am not talking about feeling like you do coz that is obvious,  but things like not wanting to live alone,  not living without love etc.

      When you have an idea what you want and don't want your life to be then you can start to make plans for improving it.    For example if you want friends concentrate on learning how to do this by watching other people who have them and copying them.  I did this and it worked for me.   It might help you to see the wood from the trees.   Bev x

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