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hi everyone! I am 17 years old and I have severe anxiety. I’ve had it for eight months now and Ive on medication for it. I’m on Zoloft and I went from 50 mg and bumped down to 25 mg because I wanted to ween off of it because I was doing so good with my anxiety I thought I grown out of it. I was only on the 25 mg for 5 days then I completely went off of it without my doctors notice. I was fine for 3 weeks and then during school a bad panic attack hit me and I had to leave early. After that I began to have some negative thoughts abd for some reason I am having suicidal OCD thoughts and they are very overwhelming. I DO NOT want to hurt myself in anyway and I have no desire in committing such an act but for some reason I have thoughts like” I want to die” “I don’t wanna be here” and I have very disturbing images of me harming myself. I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF SUICIDE OR HARMING MYSELF BEFORE I HAD SEVERE ANXIETY and I would never want to do such a thing!!! I believe it is just a fear that was triggered somehow but my head is making it seem like I want to do it, can anyone please help???
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