21 year old female, terrified I have pancreatic cancer!

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Just putting it out there - I have suffered with health anxiety in the past but I'm so convinced I have something wrong this time.

For a month now I have had left side pain, in my back and stomach between ribs and hip bone. The pain is dull and persistent - not bad. I can continue as normal, working out, running, going to work, etc. It doesn't seem to get better or worse, just stays at around 2/10 in terms of pain. A hot water bottle numbs it. It's worth noting I cannot stop thinking about this pain so I don't know how much is in my head. The other symptoms I have is my stools are yellow and floating and I seem to be going a lot more than normal. My full blood test will come back tomorrow, they are checking liver function, blood count, coeliac disease (which my sister has) and ESR (?) I think that's what it's called anyway.

Other than the pain and my stools, I'm literally fine. Sleeping well, not losing weight and I feel hungrier than ever! No loss of appetite or anything. I'm not jaundiced or itchy, I don't feel sick, can keep food down, good mood except being anxious.

I also realise being a 21 year old vegetarian female (non smoke &a light drinker) who excercises regularly puts me at very low risk. I've looked at stats and only 23 females per year in my age group are diagnosed in the UK annually. All the same I'm so irrationally scared. Do you think I'm just anxious? I know the stomach pain could be just about anything and everything (ovarian cysts have been ruled out) - I'm also aware my yellow stools could be anxiety / coeliac.

What's everyone's thoughts?

Thank you in advance!

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    Hi Lucy98147,

    I hope your pain has subsided some or you have gotten answers to your medical questions. Although pancreatic cancer is quite scary and hard to diagnose … I would like to believe your body would show symptoms first. Your liver enzymes would be extremely elevated, you would be losing weight and as the cancer progresses you would develop jaundice. If they did a complete blood panel, then it would show something. You might just have IBS or you may have chronic pancreatitis, however your blood work would show something if your pancreas wasn't working correctly. I have atrophy of my pancreas … I've been suffering horrible upper left abdominal and mid back pain for the past eight months. I've had multiple tests, all of which came back normal until I had a CT Enterography. That type of CT shows everything. I'm currently waiting to see my GI specialist to find out why I have atrophy of my pancreas. I can tell you, I've lost a lot of weight, my skin does itch, I'm constantly nauseous, I get bloated after I eat … I have some symptoms of "cancer" according to the Internet, however I also have some symptoms of chronic pancreatitis. I can choose to let what I read take over my life or I can choose to live my life. I have many medical conditions and have been bedridden for the past two years. One thing I have learned is to be grateful for what you have while you have it. I no longer stress on the things I cannot control. I look for the positive in the negative. Anxiety can be very hard to overcome but it can also create symptoms. I truly hope the doctors are able to figure out your pain.

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    Hey Lucy. I'm 24 years old and I have been dealing with health anxiety aswell for some years now. I aswell fear pancreatic cancer, I've had very similar symptoms as you've been having. Slight discomfort in stomach and I noticed that my stools were floating aswell. Colour is normal though, but it sometimes looks a little greasy/fatty. Skin is normal, eyes normal, appitite normal and I haven't been throwing up. 

    I had a blood test and my doctor told me my Lipase levels were just slightly increased (very, very, very small increase, not even close to the "three times higher than normal" rate people talk about when they look for pancreatic cancer. I'm having an ultrasound next monday to check on my pancreas, really crossing my fingers (and biting my fingernails aswell!) I'm still very scared tho. 

    Do you guys think it's likely to be somekind of a tumour in the pancreas or a pancreatitis? Are they both life threatening?

    Best wishes, 

    One pretty scared guy! 

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      I had an ultrasound done back in October of 2016 but they didn't detect the atrophy of my pancreas because apparently I had gas obstructing the view. I have read when your stool floats that means you have gas in your stool … therefore the ultrasound may not show the pancreas that good. When you have pancreas issues and you eat high fat foods your stool will be greasy/oily. You can have chronic pancreatitis and not know it for many years. However I would keep track of your blood work. I had elevated liver enzymes and my doctors never checked into it and now I have atrophy of my pancreas which means irreversible degeneration of the pancreas. I'm not a drinker and I'm not obese. I've lost 38 pounds (I'm only 5 feet talk so that's a lot of weight for me) it hurts to eat solid foods, I have pain that radiates to my back, I'm constantly nauseous, my skin itches and some days I do vomit and now I have horrible acid reflux and bloating. I don't allow the symptoms to ruin my day because the stress only makes the pain worse. I find that staying on a liquid diet for a couple days and staying hydrated helps with the pain. If your ultrasound comes back normal I suggest you ask for a CT scan because I had blood work, regular endoscopy and ultrasound all come back normal until the CT Enterography. I hope you start to feel better soon. Best wishes to you!

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    Hi Lucy

    Can't believe I have only just seen this thread after so long of researching into my symptoms and they match yours completely! Just wondering if you have been given any answers yet? It's so frustrating not knowing!

    Thankyou!

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    Hey, how has things come along? Ive been having the exsact same symptoms for a long time now. Need some reassurance.
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    Hi Lucy,

    It's been some time since my last comment. After more tests, the doctors found out I have Pancreas Divisum (congenital abnormality where you're born with two pancreatic ducts that don't fuse into one). Pancreas Divisum is rare … 5-10 % of the population have it and apparently it's not usually symptomatic unless there's been trauma … a CT or regular ultrasound will not detect it. Pancreas Divisum can cause chronic pancreatitis (although I haven't been diagnosed with chronic pancreatitis). I'm only 37 years old and the specialist told me it's very rare for someone my age to have chronic pancreatitis. I don't have a gallbladder, appendix, or uterus. I have now lost almost 48 pounds since my symptoms began (all symptoms point to pancreatitis). I have scans showing atrophy (irreversible degeneration of the pancreas usually associated with chronic pancreatitis) and now kidney stones (never had kidney problems in the past). The only test that detected the Pancreas Divisum was a MRCP. If you're having Pancreas pain/symptoms ask for a MRCP, it's really the only noninvasive test that truly looks at the pancreas. I'm now waiting to see a pancreas specialist. I don't know what's in store for me but I'm about to find out next week. Good luck, as this took me a year to get diagnosed. 

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      Hi shortie, im having trouble stopping worrying. Im having all the symptoms and now im even starting cosidering if ive been loosing weight. How has your situation bettered? I dont think lucy will answer, i hope she is ok. I am lost on what to do, the doctors have found nothing but i keep feeling worse. I even had a ct scan which came up clean. I hope this is all in my head and im not dying thanks for the answer anyway.

      Best wishes from a worried 20 yrold norwegian boy.

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      Hi Rasmus,

      Since my last post, I’ve had two ERCPs and officially been diagnosed with chronic pancreatitis due from Pancreas Divisum. I have to have another ERCP on Tuesday to open up my narrow ducts. I have managed to keep my weight at 110 pounds (I drink Ensure and have to take digestive enzymes now when I eat solid foods). The pain varies from day to day. I am waiting on results for a genetic mutation markers blood test. If I carry certain mutation markers then my pancreas specialist said he actually likes to remove the pancreas because it means cancer later down the road. When they remove the pancreas they can make another organ act like the pancreas. I don’t know much about that procedure because I don’t need to get ahead of myself but at least I know I have options if I do carry the mutations. For right now, I’m concentrating on taking one day at a time and seeing how the next ERCP will result. If you have any questions, don’t hesitate to ask. Hope you start to feel better soon. 

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    You guys seriously need to get off the internet. You can talk yourself into anything reading Dr Google. If you have health anxiety anyway it is an absolute torment. Even if you get a diagnosis, you should stick to a couple of reputable sites like Macmillan or Pancreatic Cancer UK. A lot of stuff on the internet about this disease is either out of date, anecdotal or just plain wrong. How do I know? I have pancreatic cancer. Believe me, your symptoms are classic anxiety and tension and you are far too young to be in a risk group. I’m not saying young people don’t get PC but it is rare. It’s primarily a disease of aging. I am 52 and considered young to have it and it’s worked in my favour  in that I was fit enough to have a life-saving operation and my tumour didn’t grow outside the pancreas. It took near,y a year to discover what was wrong but at least early on my pancreas was severely inflamed somI was be8ng monitored. I was originally diagnosed with chronic pancreatitis which baffled the doctors as I wasn’t in any particular risk group (same for the cancer). My symptoms were severe ongoing pain in my upper abdomen which would radiate to my back, sudden and severe weight loss and a bit of nausea. My stools, lipase and cancer markers were normal (and have remained so throughout everything). The only thing that showed up in my bloods were a slight inflammatory response (obviously my pancreas) and slightly elevated sugar levels, consistent with an inflamed pancreas. It wasn’t until I suddenly became severely jaundiced and hospitalised with biliary sepsis that the tumour was discovered and it’s been all go since then. I’m on the road to recovery, thank goodness - most people aren’t so lucky.

    Youve done the right thing and gone to your doctors with symptoms and asked for tests to be done. And the tests have shown nothing pointing to cancer. Now you need to forget about it and occupy your minds with something else. If anything is going to go wrong you will know and go back to your doctor. While I am all for pushing for tests as no one knows your body better than you, there is a tipping point when you become hypochondriac and you will be taken less seriously. I am a spokesperson for PC and am trying to raise awareness of symptoms as early detection is vital for any chance of a surgical cure. 

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      Hello

      I know you put this post to make people calm but i am even more anxious.

      You told to Lucy that all her test show nothing so she should forget about cancer.

      But on your case test also show nothing you told tour lipase and cancer were fine and still they ate fine...

      Only your inflamation level was little hight and also sugar

      So?Seems sometimes tests doesnt find cancer.

      I have elevated sugar and inflamation level.

      I have also big level of liver enzymes.I had Alt 193 and Aspat 110.

      No one doctor know why sudenly they get elevated.I didnt changed food habit i didnt drunk alcohol i eat only boiled chicken 2 years due to reflux.So they dont know whats happened to liver.

      Few months i have constant stomach pain...2-3 months ago its start radiating to back.

      My stomach is big 96cm waist when all body is slim as i have only 71kg.Its looks like water in stomach but i dont have water there.

      Still doctors keep telling i dont have pancreas cancer because ct and mri didnt show it.

      But still doctors told its not pancreas cancer because ct and mri didnt show it.

      But i read so many stories people had pancreas cancer but mri or ct dont show it.Even i read report from some hospital they have patient with pancreas cancer which was not visible on radiograph methods.

      So?

      And now few days i got fatty stool-greasy-steatorrhea.

      All pages said fatty stool is problem with pancreas.

      I think to do MRCP scan.

      Idont know what to do.

      In your case which test confirmed pancreas cancer?

      Regards

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      *your lipase and cancer markers were and still are fine
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    I have elevated sugar and inflamation level.

    I have also big level of liver enzymes.I had Alt 193 and Aspat 110.

    No one doctor know why sudenly they get elevated.I didnt changed food habit i didnt drunk alcohol i eat only boiled chicken 2 years due to reflux.So they dont know whats happened to liver.

    Few months i have constant stomach pain...2-3 months ago its start radiating to back.

    My stomach is big 96cm waist when all body is slim as i have only 71kg.Its looks like water in stomach but i dont have water there.

    Still doctors keep telling i dont have pancreas cancer because ct and mri didnt show nothing.

    But iread so many stories people had pancreas cancer but ct or mri didnt detect it.I even read report from some hospital that patient had this cancer but it was not visible on radiography methods.

    And now i vot fatty stool-greasy-stearthoea.And every page told its sign of pancreas cancer.

    I think to do MRCP scan.

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      Right from the beginning it was obvious from my first ultrasound that there was something wrong with my pancreas, if you read my previous post. The doctors just weren’t sure what. It took ages to diagnose because I wasn’t showing the right combination of symptoms and I also had an arrogant consultant who was convinced I had chronic pancreatitus and that was that. He missed doing a biopsy which would’ve probably caught the tumour earlier. Anyway, everyone is individual and you can’t compare your symptoms to mine as my body will work differently to yours. After a nearly a year of trying to find out what was going on, I suddenly became extremely ill and that’s when the cancer was discovered. It was very unusual in that it hadn’t spread so if you have had symptoms for nearly a year and your CT and MRI show nothing, then it’s extremely unlikely you have cancer in your pancreas. The only thing that will definitely tell you is a biopsy of the pancreatic tissue but you’re unlikely to get one if your previous scans are clear. If you are in the U.K. you could probably have it done privately but it’s expensive. However, if it puts your mind at rest, then go for it. 
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      Nix. As a survivor of pc can you help me. I am scared I have pc. I have right side.pain sometimes sharp pain in the center of stomach. My lower back hurts lime a pulled muscle. And I have thrown my back out a couple times a year or 2 ago. I eat fine. I'm 1 point over Into the pre diabetic section. But could have been caused from a 3 month high carb diet. My pee an poop is fine. No itching no yellow. Had an ultrasound said I have a slight fatty liver. But I do take aspirin. They could not see my pancreas due to gas. But I get an MRI tomorrow and blood work next week. If MRI and blood work are negative does that mean I don't have pc?

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      And I get a little pain on my left front side.
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      None of that sounds remotely like PC but I’m not a doctor so I couldn’t possibly say. The trouble is, you put symptoms into Google and it always comes up with cancer. I see so many people online now who are convinced they have PC - is it suddenly trendy or something? I had no idea about it until I got it but I’ve got better things to do than Google every little pain I have. So much information on the internet is either outdated, vague or just plain wrong. Good sites are Pancreatic Cancer UK or Macmillan if you’re in the U.K. I have no idea about American sites. 

      If tests put your mind at rest, then go for it. However, if these ones come back clear too, then stop worrying about having cancer. Get off the internet and get out and enjoy life.

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