22 and terrified of diagnosis
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My backstory:
Two years ago I got a minor tear at the 6 o'clock position from sex. It was a penetrative injury and I remember exactly how it happened. Over the past two years I've seen and reseen the gyno as it keeps opening. The tear is small, like a papercut and while I've asked for surgery, they insist on the estrogen cream. While estrace cream has helped, the tear continues to open.
For the past 6 months I've also had consistent itching on my vulva (on the labia minora). I was once diagnosed with a yeast infection, and another time a small tear developed where the skin itched.
Now:
After having my tear re-open recently, and persistant itching, I went to the gyno again. This time, she noticed some whitening patches of the skin and did a biopsy that will be tested for a range of skin disorders, including Lichens Sclerosus. Note: the tear may be a totally seperate issue, or related, it's unclear.
After spending all night Googling and examing myself, I am fairly certain it's Lichens Sclerosus and I am terrified. I do have a very small fused area on my labia minora (something that the gyno didn't even mention). And the white patches with surrounding red areas is also very familiar to what I have. The small fused area is also where I developed the tear, and have been using estrace and vaseline on it.
My sexuallity is so important to me. I'm 22. I'm only beginning to discover the joys of sex and I'm terrified of some of the more serious fusing, atrophy, tearing, etc. that will destroy my vagina.
I will have a diagnosis my Friday and in the meantime have been perscribed [u]Clob .05%[/u]. However, I'm scared to use it especially as I am still healing from the biopsy. I haven't been able to focus at work, sleep, or eat. I'm petrified.
I need some hope that it's possible to treat this disease and prevent the more horrific side effects if it's caught early. Reading through this forum, I've only found stories of obliterated vaginas, leaving me in tears and scared.
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Jess415
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I think I have a couple white patches, but they're very minor. I'm worried of using the Clob on "healthy" skin. Any advice?
My phramasist called me to make sure I'm careful with the cream, which scares me a bit but I know it's a common perscription for LS.
Also, I have a very large purple patch from after my biopsy where they sprayed some solution whiched burned my skin just before injecting me with a local anesthetic. I'm assuming the dark purple is from the procedure?
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Jess415
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I heard back about my biopsy that tested for multiple vulva-vaginal conditions, including LS. To quote the voicemail I received, "There's nothing to be concerned about. You came back negative."
I have a follow-up on Thursday since my gyno wants to check out my stitches and talk next steps. I'm worried that:
1. The biopsy DIDN'T test specifically for LS.
2. If I did, and it is in fact negative, I still have symptoms that are undiagnosed and do appear to be LS.
Anyone have a false negative biopsy for LS before?
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