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so I am off heroin and methadone 23 months yesterday and I’ve just dropped from 6mls subutex to 4.4mgs.
i know my partner now uses weed so do I not good I know.
Recently I have been getting the feeling that he’s hiding something from me. I’ve been thinking he’s doing cocaine as he’s a friend is always on it.
ive asked him you don’t do it do you?” He’s looked me straight in the eye and said no as if how dare I ask.
So yesterday when I sooo was happy that I am 23 months in off all class As.
i have been asking him for months if he is doing it and he had denied it,
so in the car yesterday a text came up saying that this bloke had some better stuff than the last stuff they had.
He was bang to rights then I couldn’t talk to him I had an appointment.
after I went to talk to him he has been lying to my face.
he has been using all the time s I thought. I feel so angry he lied and then my head thinks all kinds of things. It’s not fair I have mental health problems this is making it worse.
i feel so upset this man hasn’t even had a drink with me!!
he said he can’t say no to the person they go half’s.
being an addict before I never wanted to get with anyone who was doing class As.
this is the time in my life I get a second chance coming off the heroin and methadone
im gutted feel so stupid.
I think I should end it I don’t know what to do.
if you ask me if I love him I don’t know I really don’t.
any advice please help
my self confidence has gone before we met I was happy as I had just left my abusive husband and was living with my mum.
since being with this man is not felt right really
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