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After 6 months i have been to many doctors or all kinds and all they found was hiatal hernia slightly low vitamin d low testosterone i am 28 and it is only at 124 and supposedly mono.(past infection) but they did not test for it until Jan 28th and i started getting fatigued in October or November. I have been back to work about a month or so but still can hardly do anything that i used to. If i try to hard or strain to much i get dizzy and nauseated feeling not to mention super sore depending on what muscles i strain with. I start a new hopefully easier job at a mill June 11th so i pray it goes well. This has been a super hard experience for me and my soon to be wife. We are getting married Friday she has done so much for me through this. I have energy to go out and garden and ride around the golf course with my friends but no prayer i could play right now and usually after i water the garden i am give out. I still have brain fog stomach pain muscle pains dizziness/lightheaded shortness of breath and generally feeling down and not myself. I have been told i have anxiety and depressed but i do not feel that way i just feel unwell and it is really hard to act and look happy when you always are feeling some kind of symptom. I will say i am better than i was January through March. I can do things now that i used to have no prayer of doing but i still would say i am only 50%. I do not feel like eating but i force myself and it is finally adding a little weight back to my body. All i can do at this point is try to manage and work and try to be as happy as possible. The doctors can not seem to find anything else wrong so it is all i have. I just sit and wait and pray for that break through. I love my life my future wife out home and our families and i am so ready to be happy and healthy and able to enjoy them again. I do recommend finding a hobby to make you happy. I love my garden and look forward to it everyday. Just to see what has grown and how it has grown and the food it gives us. It is not a lot and not strenuous most of the time but boy does it give me something to keep my mind on and to care about.
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