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......... its not going to work for me is it? I started on sep 8th at 20 mg, it was ip and down, then at start of nov I uppes the dosage to 30 mg, and tbh the back end 8f nov and all of dec was pretty good. However the new year has brought nothing but disappointment, 2 weeks ago i upped the dosage again to 40mg, now I know when the dosage is increased side affects can reoccur but this is horrible. Virtually all my symptoms are back, including the obsessive thoughts about physical imperfections which are relentless, could someone tell me please if these obsessive thoughts about a physical imperfection I have a symptom of anxiety/depression/ocd? There have been time in the last 6 months where I have felt better, and ive been told if you have some benefit from cit then it is working otherwise you wouldn't get any benefit at all. Im pretty scared tbh, im having a lot of suicidal thoughts, which are strong. There was a period just before christmas where my obsessive thoughts disappeared for a few days, it felt fantastic, I felt "normal" for once. Ive also had my ESA terminated and have had to go on JSA which is hard as I get publicly humilated by peolpe who have no idea how I feel. Im doing my best to "get on with life" but it appears to be getting tougher and tougher, can cit take longer than 6 months to work? Am I just feeling extra low because I upped my dose recently? Is cit working for me as I have felt some good times on them but with me it may just take a longer time? Any help would be greatly apappreciated, thank you..... Luke
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