6 months on cit.........
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......... its not going to work for me is it? I started on sep 8th at 20 mg, it was ip and down, then at start of nov I uppes the dosage to 30 mg, and tbh the back end 8f nov and all of dec was pretty good. However the new year has brought nothing but disappointment, 2 weeks ago i upped the dosage again to 40mg, now I know when the dosage is increased side affects can reoccur but this is horrible. Virtually all my symptoms are back, including the obsessive thoughts about physical imperfections which are relentless, could someone tell me please if these obsessive thoughts about a physical imperfection I have a symptom of anxiety/depression/ocd? There have been time in the last 6 months where I have felt better, and ive been told if you have some benefit from cit then it is working otherwise you wouldn't get any benefit at all. Im pretty scared tbh, im having a lot of suicidal thoughts, which are strong. There was a period just before christmas where my obsessive thoughts disappeared for a few days, it felt fantastic, I felt "normal" for once. Ive also had my ESA terminated and have had to go on JSA which is hard as I get publicly humilated by peolpe who have no idea how I feel. Im doing my best to "get on with life" but it appears to be getting tougher and tougher, can cit take longer than 6 months to work? Am I just feeling extra low because I upped my dose recently? Is cit working for me as I have felt some good times on them but with me it may just take a longer time? Any help would be greatly apappreciated, thank you..... Luke
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ben1989 Luke7580
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and has for the physical imperfections mate try to look at it in a diffrent way no one is perfect if somone wants to be a moron and ridicule you for an imperfection what does it say about the imperfection on there own mind you are who you are dont ever be ashamed and never ever quite hold ya head up high and keep going because your going to get through this just remeber OCD is treatble ever need a chat message me on here and ill get back to ya stay safe fella peacee.
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ben1989 Luke7580
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But has far has you go mate of course its a nonsense anxious thought seriosuly no one will ever be perfect and what ever imperfection you have what does it matter would you abuse somone if they had 8 arms it doesnt change who they are people that judge or mae jokes because of that do so because they are so insecure in themselves they dont want people to draw attention to there imperfections so they pick on others and them sort of people arnt worth you worrying abotu because there opinions do not matter.
just keep going luke we both be ok in teh end even if there are times it doesnt feel like it theres always light at the end of the tunnel my friend evry night has a dawn and liek i said u have an off day and need a chat just drop a message and ill get back to ya take it easy mate peace.
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dave2002 Luke7580
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The longer you suffer the more likely that the effects will take longer to recover from!!