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I thought I'd like to let you all know that my human cycle has entered it's 8th day of N+ / any codeine whatsoever.
This is a big deal for me, for today, I felt horrible; rotten and I know exactly why that was - a complete craving for codeine which I denied - I abused my buprenorphine script and ran out 3 days ago and boy, is my body screaming for relief now.
Like a stupid idiot, I succumbed - I'm an addict. But I pick up my buprenorohine script tomorrow and will stick to it! I started bupes at 6mg per day and am now down to 2mg; and like many of us I'm sure, there is a fear of running out of the lastv one 'crutch'.less we change our daily habits.
But please, overcome that fear - quit the codeine - I've had bright red blood in my stools, and like an alcoholic who's jusy been sick, drinks again in case they lose the buzz.
I have been checked out - My GP sent me straight to hospital for an overdose situation - vials of blood were taken and suicide questions asked. I am lucky, I was OK. I wouldn't have hesitated to have gone straight to a chemist today in deception of the 'last 32' bearing in mind I pick up my helping script tomorrow. The 'last 32 will one day be my last, as I won't be able to take anymore - I'll be dead.
Best of luck all and everyone for 2017, message me for advice I know every ruse.
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