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I was wondering thoughts. Quick background is I have been in 13 rehabs, that should be enough to not have to say anymore as I am a true drinker. Here's the deal. I AM going to die if I don't stop. Period, and possibly soon.
I have done the home taper once with great results and recently got a large quantity of Librium subscribed so I can do it again as I have been drinking heavy lately. I am on day 3 now and need a drink bad. I do NOT want to get hooked on both as of course that is a bad idea.
My thought was, since I will die anyway ifI keep on drinking and have such a large supply of Librium now, how bad can it be to alternate days of each until I taper off completely?
For instance, I had the 2 days of Librium and did not take my morning dose on purpose. I also have not drank during those days. I think I can make it until 5 pm tonight to drink and the Librium would then be out of my system for roughly 20 hours. Tonight I drink as minimal as possible, then see how I feel tomorrow. If I need nothing then GREAT! If I need to pop one 25 mg of Librium at some point in the afternoon the alcohol will be out of my system. Repeat process on a day by day basis as long as I am giving 12 to 24 hours between switches.
Do remember this is not for an instant detox to stop alcohol immediately. It is to prolong my life and I will not be doing this for a long time, perhaps just a month or two.
The scary part is that you know us heavy drinkers and I could end up getting addicted to both. A possible great side is that I might be leaving enough time between the 2 where eventually I am not dependent on either, while at the same time giving vital organs more time to recover. Additionally I think on some days I might actually want to get out and exercise instead of feeling nasty or paranoid all day.
Last side note is while my pancreas is my main issue, my liver levels are only slightly elevated. Again, I understand mixing both at the same time is a very bad idea and that is not my plan, I was just wondering about anything that might be wrong with alternating them with enough time in between each until eventually you are off of both?
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