Abandonment issues have ruined every relationship I've been in. Please help me.
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Hi,
I'm a 27 year old woman, and my current relation ship is on the rocks because of me. Please help me.
Without going into too much detail about my past, I have abandonment issues. I obsess over partners cheating on me, dumping me or finding someone better. This has caused all of my previous relationships to fail.
In my current relationship, I obsess over my partner cheating on me. I obsessively check his social media for 'likes' from other females, new females being added to his profiles etc. I am convinced that I will 'catch him out'.
He is a good man who has told me silly lies to protect me and him from my over thinking - such as not telling me when he meets his female best friend (who I have never met, and am uncomfortable with as I know he has talked about me and our issues with her).
I completely break down if I see something that should be insignificant, such as him 'liking' one of his female acquaintances pictures.
I know how crazy I sound. I think rationally until I see something else insignificant, then all rational thinking goes out the window. We have had constant arguments and rows over females on his social media.
This is my problem, I realise this. My past relationships show me that. It doesn't help that he isn't an overly empathic person, so my constant looks for reassurance just make him anguy and push him further away.
Can somebody please offer some advice or anything at all, this is ruining my life.
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faye70003 carrieeee
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Firstly your not alone, most people are guilty of obsessing over social media sites at some point in their lives. In fact I believe that facebook is the cause of many modern day arguements. The fact that you have experienced these feelings it in the past may suggest that it is something you could work on but its normal to be afraid of losing a loved one to someone else.
I my experience there is usually a reason behind feelings of paranioa and it may be due a rational to a lack of trust or low self esteem. Im no expert but I have experienced a similar feeling in the past and to keep myself sane I decided to delete my social media accounts and take up a new hobby - mine was dance classes because it was fun, social and boosted my confidence whilst occupying my mind.
carrieeee faye70003
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I have very low self-esteem, body dysmorphia, depression and bulimia. I hate myself for destroying yet another relationship, because I cannot handle any sort of female attention that my partner gets. It honestly eats me up inside. Is there any hope of beating this before it's too late?
sue99534 carrieeee
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I hope that this helps you. You are as good as the next person.
carrieeee sue99534
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I appreciate your reply so much, I am going to Google the poem now. Thank you x
sue99534 carrieeee
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carrieeee sue99534
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Thank you so much x
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Greenhouse123 carrieeee
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I had the same problem as you in the past and this is because of social media, but i can tell you this if your partner really loves or cares about you then you should both agree and stop social media completely.. I had the same issue when girls used to try it on with me on facebook and a mans temptation is weak, I have now found the right partner and she has cancelled her social media the same as me over 5 months ago and we are going strong and our relationship is much better.
Stop social media now , all its for is for people nosing into your life's its not about talking with old friends , you can easily pick up the phone for that...
I hope this helps
Regards
Adam
tony15730 carrieeee
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carrieeee michelle37544
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You'll be okay. I promise you. Chin up xox
ray39533 carrieeee
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I know this is an old post
I am going through the exact same thing as you were.
Did you get help??
If so what help did you receive and has it worked.