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Hi everyone, my name is Jony. Im new on patient. info.
I was adopted, and i was abused as a child by my adoptive father. My abuse was so horrific.im 47 and i find it hard to communicate with people. I feel like i dont belong. My dad, mom and sister have passed away. Im scared of people. When i meet people i shiver and i find it hard to talk. I worked in a textile company as a data capturer so i didnt have to phone clients. I find it less stressful to work with my hands. Like i started making costume jewelry recently with my girlfriends friend. But now she notices that i dont talk a lot and i didnt want to sit with her selling the jewellery in a public place because of my fears. But when it comes to making the jewellery im good at it or other things that i do with my hands. Im a descent, respectful person. But extremely petrified of communicating. Even to go order a coffee is so scary. I feel so alone. I do try to do things. I find that in the night i can communicate better but after i wake up my brain is different, im petrified. Even to walk to the shops is so hard. I dont know what to do any more. My girlfriend encourages me and complimemts my kindness my ability to work with my hands. Im not working because of my fear. Im hoping there are people out there that can advise me
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