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hi everyone. its me yet again lol. im 19 female and. on month 14 of this virus. continuous reactivations when ever im stressed. my symtpoms are blurry vision, white tongue, extreme fatigue, bone and joint pain, nerve pain, gum bleeding and pain, anxiety, painful lymph nodes all the way to groin, tmj, on and off appettie, weight gain and trouble losing, weakness, stiff joints etc. anyways, i have always had health anxiety and ocd and 5 months after i got mono, i found out my ex cheated on me unprotected with a sex worker. long story short, we have been broke up since june and i have been tested obsessively (3 times) for all stds. my ebv panels are all high and thats it! even though i had these ebv symtpoms before i get scared that i have hiv that isnt being picked up. classic health anxiety. i also fear MS and lymphoma, but more hiv because my ex put me at a serious risk. but with 3 negative tests and a postive ebv panel you think i would be assured!!! im so young going through this. on top of extreme anxiety, i feel like crap too. which fuels the anxiety. can anyone give me some reassurance? and tell me your symtpoms 😦
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