Im yet to be diagnosed but i could have cfs. Im here for a bit of moral support to be honest. Had extreme attack yesterday to the point where i had to suck water from a flanel to be able to drink as i had zero energy and felt so sick thought i was going to die. Ive recently had a baby and im terrified of losing her. My husband has no emotion and to be honest i really feel he doesnt care or love me. He is great with our daughter but im going through mental torture. I want to be separated from him but im so worried about how i will take care of my baby. He is looking after her now and i dont even want to ask him to bring me a water as he is so cold and i know he doesnt want to do it. Im hurting so much inside, im defenseless, trapped, alone and suffering and the only thing i have left is my dayghter which im worried he will try to take her from me and say im too sick to take care of her. Ive asked him to leave as he is making me worse but he just tells me to call the police to remove him as he is not going anywhere. The attack was so bad i cant even talk, my voice has gone, eyes swelled. My family and friends arnt picking their phones, think theyve had enough of me and they just want to get on with their own lives and im too much trouble. I really dont know what to do. I just want to be with my daughter and be able to take care of her. What should i do?