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Hi I'm 23 years old, male. I won't go deep into this basically I'm the nicest person you'll ever meet, untill I have alcohol. For years I've been battling depression and possible bi polar disorder. I haven't got a problem with alcohol I'm not an alcoholic I don't crave it. I'll drink once a month if that but when I do, I seriously can't stop. I'm out for days. It's rare 1% I'll go home and have a nice night. I really can't do it. I've been to aa meetings and other meetings to only be told "just have a few, then stop" I've said countless times I cannot have 1. There doesn't seem to be any help out there except for myself just to say that's it. Enough is enough, I ain't doing this no more. Has any one had help that's helped? I'd really want to know because I can easily say no. But then when I do go out, I do drink. I know I can't but I keep telling myself "I'll be okay this time" even having pints of water in between, seriously nothing works I cannot drink end of.
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