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All this time I was scared

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stephx
stephx

All this time I'm worried constantly wasted my days and now I can finally say I've found something wrong with me one of my worst fears the thing that put Me on this forum even and now I regret wasting all that time now I feel like my whole body is numb with a new fear and thats leaving my kids behind but then another part of me isn't that afraid anymore I feel like I could walk to the nearest bridge .........

My life has been a waste I've let people wall all over me because of anxiety I've sat weeks in worried I wouldn't make it even though I made it another two years ....because of anxiety

I was scared to be myself all my life because of anxiety ......

I think I've only just accepted that anxiety is a part of Me and yes life is short very short don't waste it on wondering what can happen because what will happen can not be prevented it will happen no matter what you won't have any control no matter how much you worry about it ....it's still going to come if it's destined too as scary as it sounds and feels to read this make sure to enjoy today !

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  • lee12629
    lee12629 stephx

    Posted

    What can I say. I think I get from your post something has happened that I will not ask about,as its none of my business. I get what you are telling us,dont waste time on worry. Ive wasted alot of days because of fear. I still do. Thank you for letting us know life needs to be enjoyed. Now if I can just get my brain to stop the crazy merry go round of the circle of anxiety. Many hugsXxx
  • gaby77744
    gaby77744 stephx

    Posted

    I guess we don't choose to worry - probably a combination of environmental and genetic factors contribute to making us worry about absolutely nothing. You are completely right about enjoy time when you have it and there is nothing you can do to shape your future. Remember that we understand and are here for you should you need a friendly ear. Your comment about walking to the nearest bridge has worried me, please seek help if you are feeling this level of despair. Sending lots of love X
  • rachna36991
    rachna36991 stephx

    Posted

    Thank you for this wonderful message smile
    • rachna36991
      rachna36991

      Posted

      Sorry I wrongly understood your message, but as u said life is very short, enjoy it with your dears to the max. You have people who love you and care for you, think about them.

      Yes life is short and we need to gather all our strength and fight for those we love. 

      Have faith dear, life wont be always like that

  • tess33005
    tess33005 stephx

    Posted

    steph, i confess i'm slightly confused.

    What have you finally found is wrong with you?

    Please don't jump off a bridge!! Your children need you. love Tess

  • lee12629
    lee12629 stephx

    Posted

    Hi,me again,so did you go to the doctor about the pulse jumping up and down,im assumeing you did. Im worried. You were so upset and now from what you posted i dont know what to think.Xx
  • tess33005
    tess33005 stephx

    Posted

    Steph, are you okay today? I haven't seen any messages from you. Is everything all right? Please let us know - and I don't really understand what you wrote, either......did they find something wrong with your heart?

    We're ready to support you, Steph.  Love Tess

  • joanne230682
    joanne230682 stephx

    Posted

    Hope your ok !!!

    I agree and i am going to try and take your advice and enjoy each day !!!

  • lisalisa67
    lisalisa67 stephx

    Posted

    I hope you are okay right now. If you read this please let us all know whats going on. You are NOT alone. Many have ailments and anxiety, some just anxiety its a full mix. Please, whatever is going on you can always come on here and seek comfort. 
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