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i fear the doctor are not taking me serioue becaue im young .
my shoulder will lock randomly and i will not be able to move my neck from one side to the other it locks into place .
this year has been really strange i started experiencing a weird thing where as i was asleep my body would lock up and i could not move or breathe in my sleep i looked it up and found sleep paralyzation but that was when people was awake anyways i started getting pains all over and my muscles would just lock up randomly .
again i thought nothing of it i started having a shortness of breath in feb 2014 and was concerned also i started reguratation after eating also this comes one day is ok the next then back again been doing it for 10 months now my throat muscle will lock up (where my tonsils and that dangly thing is )
i then in october started with a breathing problem like prolonged holding breath i wasnt doing it on purpose and its become scary and also involatary intake of breaths .
i then have started having shoulder pain ever day that feels heavy weight is on it my fingers seem to lock up alot .
i also realised when i go to toilet my muscle is not working properly i cant strain sorry for tmi but i just cant its like im too weak .
my chest also gets this restriction feeling of it just not working properly .
my legs are weak when i walk and one always feels its dragging .
im having muscle fasculations everywhere even when i smile my cheek will be doing one i get them in my lips my feet my legs my chest my stomach my neck head ect you name it i have them there and its embarssing because you can see them .
i woke up this morning early hours half asleep my leg fully dead to the point i could hardly drag it ,it was so weak i could not lift it up i had this also with my neck a couple of years back when the facsclnations started but i never thought anything of it i had to drag my body (head still on bed ) to the bottom of my bed to acually get out and lift my neck/head with my hands upwards or it would be so painful and flop like it had snapped .
my face will go tight and like lock all of a sudden and my legs feel so weak and like jelly all my muscles in my legs are now soft and jelly like even though they was big and hard before everyone keeps saying how skinny i am and getting more skinnier but i belive its my muscle going and thats why i look this way .
im getting headaches alot more and i also slur my words alot and people ask me what im saying or laugh at me because it comes out so slurred and wrong .i also then can not think of what im saying it goes completly like all the time i will even come out with a new conversation that has nothing to do with anything anybody has been talking about and i dont realise im doing it .
at first i thought i was getting alzhemiers or something and arrythritus but as times going on and its getting worse i feel its als /mnd and i fear im going to be undiagnoised and not helped .
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