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I dont know, ever since being a child, my only escape, (well for me is music). Ive never been able to communicate with my mum without somesort of sattire/sarcasm- mind you, neither has she, everything either has to be really funny, or pure doom and morbid, :lol: well like mother and daughter. I am just emotionally undone.
I am a 31 yr old woman. Mother of 2, never been married, I have no desire to be either. i dont think if I took this to my docs, they would pay any attention to me? I do have friends that are also bipolar, and have told me for many years that I am , but I am unsure...life events take over. Situation anfd all do , do strange things to your head, but I am finding that I am either giving everything my best, or giving up. exhaustion , meets desperation. When things go bad, like if someone dies, Like last yr my aunt Freda died, suddenly, she was not a true blood relation, but the last contact I had with my aunt and cousins. I took it badly, really badly. Why she was at my aunts funeral, and we were not invited to hers disturbs me. Thats when I started to despair about life, and id either give everything my best, or not at all. Maybe I am just fine, who knows, nobody says anything. I do know that I am a little dyspraxic,/dyslexic, but at my new place of work they seem to find it funny...I am afterall only human. Someone, would they just tell me. I do know that I was of the Odhd scale(whatevre) as a child. Testd for dyslexia twice, but honthing came up as I hvae a good memory ( or rathe , had a good memory). Does anyone know? Or am I alone here?
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