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Lately I have been dealing with some things and my anxiety and stress has been not so good . Anyways I haven't been wanting sex (I just haven't been interested in it lately I don't know why) or anything lately so I talked to my boyfriend about it and then he asked me if I loved him and I said of course but after that I've had this obsessive thought that I don't love him anymore and that our relationship is going to end and I'm so terrified of losing him but again I have this thought and fear that I don't love him anymore and it almost feels like my feelings are blocked and that I don't love him but deep down I know I do but I still can't shake the feeling and the thought and I get very anxious when im around him . I've talked to my mom but it still hasn't helped . I've also talked to my boyfriend about it and he's very understanding and saids nothing will happen to us . But I still get the thought that I don't want him anymore and whenever I do I feel completely broken hearted and I just wanna cry because I don't want to lose him . I feel so lost and confused I don't know anymore am I just depressed or what is going on? I feel so lonely and upset. I don't wanna be with anyone else I can't even imagine it I just want him but I'm just so confused and I don't know what to do ..
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