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Where to start..... about 3 years ago I had vertigo and it was horrible.... it hung around for like 2 weeks and slowly got better with time... fast forward about 1 year, I would randomly get lightheaded and it would be everyday and my vision would be weird at times.... I can even tell you how many times I was in and out of the drs... blood test, food allergy test , cat scan on my brain , inner ear testing , everything came back that I was a completely healthy person ..... but the way I was feeling didn’t feel healthy to me ......
I Saw a natural path.... nothing helped me... and I was told that it was due from stress ....... so I started to learn more about meditation and the seven chakras of the bodies in the bodies energy and I did that daily and it seem to help calm my thoughts my stress level it seem to help !!! I would go days without sleeping I just could not sleep I was so strong out burning my candle on both ends I just couldn’t function and I had four young children to take care of ....
I seemed to get past all that took about a year, but the fear of getting vertigo again has never left my mind, the feeling it gave me will not leave me alone... this year I’ve been dealing with anxiety like crazy to the point I just want to jump outta my body and run away as far as I can, it makes me feel so disconnected from my family it’s just I’m not myself and I hate it it makes me mad ! Makes my vision weird it makes my head feel really weird it’s almost like my brain won’t shut down it’s like an engine that just keeps going and going and going and going and going and I get so hot to the point where it’s just it breaks down that’s how I feel like my brain is and I could feel the pressure inside of my head it’s driving me crazy and some days I feel like I’m going crazy!!! makes my vision weird it makes my head feel really weird it’s almost like my brain won’t shut down it’s like an engine that just keeps going and going and going and going and going and I get so hot to the point where it’s just it breaks down that’s how I feel like my brain is and I could feel the pressure inside of my head it’s driving me crazy some days I feel like I’m going crazy!
Yesterday out of nowhere my head felt like I was like on a roller coaster in or boat and it was just like this Waze and up and down and it only lasted for like a few seconds but then it instantly made me feel nauseous puke you raise my heart rate because of the fear of how vertigo made me feel , it happened two times and the second time I literally cannot sit still for over two hours I was so jittery anxious just basically freaking out !
I feel like I’m alone in feeling this way and I know that I’m not I can’t be.... my husband bless his heart tells me constantly that he feels that way ever once in while and it’s normal but for me I freak out to what supposed to be normal ....
I feel like the fear has overtaken me and I don’t know how to get rid of!!!
Is there anyone out there that has experienced this and if they have what have you done to help it !?
Thank you all for taking the time to read this !
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